rory deletes last night's post as palliative for mild case of blogposter's malaise

It's hard to listen. But I am listening to nature right now. And that includes the nature within me. roryz nature within says: The last post doesn't feel right. I don't think I really like it. Maybe I just got tired of dwelling on the absurdity of clerics for the moment. Maybe I found the picture of the man in the red hat kissing Jesus' crotch disgusting. Maybe my own words in that post bored me. I don't know. I did it after a long day of hard physical activity when I was tired. I should have just sat with my tiredness and appreciated it. But I just had to frickin' blog. So I did that post. But I just don't like it. Therefore, I will delete it even as I post this post about the deletion. Strange though how little it takes to create feelings of "investment." Now, will it be disrespecting the commenters who have already commented to delete that post? Do I need to Support the Commenters despite my feelings about the post that precipitated the comments? Isn't it really alright anyway for a post just to be a comment stimulus? Ah, but rory will put aside his "can't pull out of the post now" doubts and delete. rory will put a magnetic "Support Our Commenters" ribbon on his vehicle and all will be well. And I thank you kind commenters. The comments were indeed better than the post. Oh yes, rory will delete. What a wonderful thing to be able to delete that which seems wrong, to listen to how one feels. Wait! rory will delete all of his blather and the rest of the pix, but leave the man in the red hat so that this deletion post will at least make some sense. And that way the comments will remain! Even though I was already feeling invested in complete post deletion as opposed to complete post retention, I am listening to how I feel. This feels like the better option. Holy shit! A partial deletion. Yes. A partial deletion it is. That feels right. For the moment. Oh shit ... now I'm starting to feel like maybe I should delete this post ...